How do I feel about every single guy I've been with asking to get back together this summer within the span of a week? Quite honestly, I think it's a joke. It's like something happened to me- I just don't want any of it anymore. I would've died to have had my ex back a couple of months ago. But you know what, he broke up with me. And just because he's bored now doesn't mean jack to me (no pun intended). It's almost insulting that he thinks after five minutes of saying "I'm sorry, I miss you, I messed up..." that I'll jump into bed with him. I am SO much better than that. I finally realize that.

I've kind of come to terms with how I want to handle myself with guys. I do not want a relationship- at least right now. But I also am not and probably will never be a girl who is completely okay with casually hooking up. If we are hooking up, you need to make an effort to talk to me. Ask about my day. Don't just text me to hookup. I think that my body is something that needs to be earned, and if I just give it out with no effort given, I'm going to feel terrible about myself. This way it's so much better. I get the casual aspect while still feeling good about myself (for the time being, at least). So five minutes of trying to get on my good side then expecting sex just isn't going to work out. I have more important things to focus on.