I don't know why I've become so angry lately! Like if anyone from my "unhappy" past even texts me "hi" I'll just sent them an essay text yelling at them! Needless to say it should've happened a long time ago, but now it just makes me look psycho. You know that therapy method of writing a letter to someone you're angry at just to get all your feelings at but never sending it? That's basically what I'm doing, except I send it... smh. At least I'm sane enough to see things clearly about what happened with these people, but at the same time I'm insane enough to freak out at them over something that happened like a year ago.

I think it's hilariously depressing that he is once again hooking up with her. I don't like her. Plain and simple. She was always such a judgmental and shitty friend (for the small amount of time that we were friends), and this year I warned her about him, and what does she do? Laugh and throw it in my face. And now after I told him that it would NEVER happen between us again, he goes to her, and she takes it! HA! It's funny. Thank god she's leaving soon so I don't have to be around her. I don't know why it still bothers me a smidge. Like he asked for ME back first, so it's not like I'm jealous. I'm not. Good luck with that boy. It's just obnoxious, because I also hope people will make good decisions and not hurt other people. Then I'm kinda let down. But I guess I shouldn't expect anything from her.

Vent session over peace