Low key freaking out about college. I am SO excited for it. I am so excited for new people, new boys, new surroundings- we are completely starting our lives over. It's almost like we're being born again.

But I already know I'm going to feel insecure. I always feel such a need to be internally competitive with other girls, even if I don't realize I'm doing it. I'm going to feel fat and ugly around other sorority girls. I have been going crazy in the gym only to see very few results, and now I'm insecure about that. I know it's supposed to be the time of your life, and I'm sure it will be, I just don't want to get caught up in the wrong things.

To think that in exactly three weeks I'll be starting a completely new life is crazy.